Positivity!
Wow! Almost mid-august already! Lots of filming to do in September. Too bad most of it is a lot of driving for no money. Oh well. Least I get it for my reel and the footage should be AWESOME!
I give up. After years of avoiding I am going to make the attempt on California. Am I scared? Totally. California is very expensive. Am I excited? More so than I am scared thankfully. I have a few good friends and a lot of good connections and some great acquaintances out there.
Going to go there in December with a good friend for a visit. He also has given up on possibly not going to give California and the dream life a shot. He's a good guy and hopefully won't mind me almost tearing his arm from it's socket when the plane takes off.
To bad there are so many expensive things I need to get first:
1)New Computer
2)Hair Extensions
3)Insanity(the workout video)
4)Health Insurance
5)Dentist Appointment
6)Dermatologist Appointment
7)Bar School
Not to mention rent.
Most importantly I suppose is a doctor's appointment since I seem to be suffering from MAJOR brain fog. It's debilitating. I am afraid I will drop a tray at the restaurant or cut off my finger at the fabric shop. So it's to the Doctor for me. Hopefully working 12 hours a day will mean enough money to keep going and get through the crazy life I hope to lead.
It's hard going but I am used to being worked to near exhaustion. Here's to at least half a year of being over worked and slightly under paid. Hope it all works out. Hate that I might have to take a day or two off to get better but if I can I can keep working through the madness.
I give up. After years of avoiding I am going to make the attempt on California. Am I scared? Totally. California is very expensive. Am I excited? More so than I am scared thankfully. I have a few good friends and a lot of good connections and some great acquaintances out there.
Going to go there in December with a good friend for a visit. He also has given up on possibly not going to give California and the dream life a shot. He's a good guy and hopefully won't mind me almost tearing his arm from it's socket when the plane takes off.
To bad there are so many expensive things I need to get first:
1)New Computer
2)Hair Extensions
3)Insanity(the workout video)
4)Health Insurance
5)Dentist Appointment
6)Dermatologist Appointment
7)Bar School
Not to mention rent.
Most importantly I suppose is a doctor's appointment since I seem to be suffering from MAJOR brain fog. It's debilitating. I am afraid I will drop a tray at the restaurant or cut off my finger at the fabric shop. So it's to the Doctor for me. Hopefully working 12 hours a day will mean enough money to keep going and get through the crazy life I hope to lead.
It's hard going but I am used to being worked to near exhaustion. Here's to at least half a year of being over worked and slightly under paid. Hope it all works out. Hate that I might have to take a day or two off to get better but if I can I can keep working through the madness.
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